sorry

sorry that I can’t stop staring at you. I have tried. Believe me, I have. I have even gotten to a point where I try not to look at you. I saw you again yesterday. Boy, you are so beautiful. You have this distant look in your eyes. Like you can see me but barely register that I’m passing by. Me and my friend have a crush on you. Yeah, the girl with short hair. The dirty blonde one. Yeah, her. We always look forward to seeing you. I wonder about you sometimes. Simple things like what do you do? Or who your friends are? It must be nice to be friends with you and hang out with you. I for one wouldn’t mind seeing you every day. We’ve thought about saying hi. We are just not sure whether you like people. You are always wearing earphones. Mind if I ask what you are listening to? Oh yeah, last time you saw me I was wearing earphone too. I was listening to Señorita. Funny that I remember the song I was listening to. Oh, how am I doing? I’m okay. I think I am. I’ve been having trouble interacting with people. My mind is… I’m thinking of getting a new tat. Which means I’m sad. I don’t know what I’m sad about thou. I guess its been one of those days and weeks that feel like everything is too much. Oh yeah, this is not about me. I don’t know if I will ever say hi or see you again but for now, it’s nice to see you. It always is.

in love & life

“All you need is love. But a little chocolate now and then doesn’t hurt.” – Charles M. Schulz

“Women and cats will do as they please, and men and dogs should relax and get used to the idea.” – Robert A. Heinlein

“Anyone who thinks sitting in church can make you a Christian must also think that sitting in a garage can make you a car.” – Garrison Keillor

“I’m not afraid of death; I just don’t want to be there when it happens.” – Woody Allen

“Saying ‘I notice you’re a nerd’ is like saying, ‘Hey, I notice that you’d rather be intelligent than be stupid, that you’d rather be thoughtful than be vapid, that you believe that there are things that matter more than the arrest record of Lindsay Lohan. Why is that?’ In fact, it seems to me that most contemporary insults are pretty lame. Even ‘lame’ is kind of lame. Saying ‘You’re lame’ is like saying ‘You walk with a limp.’ Yeah, whatever, so does 50 Cent, and he’s done all right for himself.” – John Green

“Go to heaven for the climate and hell for the company.” – Benjamin Franklin Wade

“I refuse to answer that question on the grounds that I don’t know the answer” – Douglas Adam

“Is it true that you shouted at Professor Umbridge?”
“Yes.”
“You called her a liar?”
“Yes.”
“You told her He Who Must Not Be Named is back?”
“Yes.”
“Have a biscuit, Potter.” – J.K. Rowling

“Never memorize something that you can look up.” – Albert Einstein

“Some people have lives; some people have music.” – John Green

 

things i haven’t told you

Music + Heartbeat = life

I want to disturb your peace
I really do
Did I tell you that I like it when I’m falling for someone?
I want to fall so hard for you that it bothers you

Despite my love poem
I like love
We don’t get along that much but when it shows up
I always open all my doors and windows

I’m not saying we will fall in love
All I’m saying is
I’m really interested to see where this thing could go
Whether it goes far or falls short

Either way
I like you
This is going to be a fun ride
Hope you will enjoy it as much as I will

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John Lennon

“There are two basic motivating forces: fear and love. When we are afraid, we pull back from life. When we are in love, we open to all that life has to offer with passion, excitement, and acceptance. We need to learn to love ourselves first, in all our glory and our imperfections. If we cannot love ourselves, we cannot fully open to our ability to love others or our potential to create. Evolution and all hopes for a better world rest in the fearlessness and open-hearted vision of people who embrace life.”

Nick Hornby

“I don’t know you. The only thing I know about you is, you’re reading this. I don’t know if your happy or not; I don’t know whether you’re young or not. I sort of hope you’re young and sad. If you’re old and happy, I can imagine that you’ll smile to yourself when you hear me going, he broke my heart. You’ll remember someone who broke your heart, and you’ll think to yourself, Oh yes, i remember how that feels. But you can’t, you smug old git. Oh you’ll remember feeling sort of plesantly sad. You might remember listening to music and eating chocolates in your room, or walking along the embankment on your own, wrapped up in a winter coat and feeling lonely and brave. But can you remember how with every mouthful of food it felt like you were biting into your own stomach? Can you remember the taste of red wine as it came back up and into the toilet bowl? Can you remember dreaming every night that you were still together, that he was talking to you gently and touching you, so that every morning when you woke up you had to go through it all over again?”

Marilyn Monroe

“This life is what you make it. No matter what, you’re going to mess up sometimes, it’s a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you’re going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends – they’ll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything – they’re your true best friends. Don’t let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they’ll come and go too. And baby, I hate to say it, most of them – actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can’t give up because if you give up, you’ll never find your soulmate. You’ll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn’t mean you’re gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don’t, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life’s a beautiful thing and there’s so much to smile about.”

musica

Sometimes when I find a song by Avicii, I just stare at it. It doesn’t matter whether it’s a new one released after or an old one. Yes, there is a new one. I found it today. I have songs in my playlist that I haven’t shared but I’ve never had a song that I never want to share. You will probably find if you look it up not just from me. Like heaven, I adore every song that young man gifted us.

I came across Midnight Kids a while back and I’m loving their style. Especially the song Find Our Way (The night drive edit). Plus, the one Matthew did the vocals. I mean they got Matthew to do the vocals.

Oh, lemme tell you about Bastille’s latest projects. Boy isn’t Joy amazing. And just the other day they dropped the beautiful indie jam Those Nights.

“You’ll never get to heaven on a night like this

Those nights when your friends are gone
When you’re holding on for someone to leave with
Those nights when you crave someone
To be there at dawn, to wake with, ’cause aren’t we all just
Looking for a little bit of hope these days?
Looking for somebody you can wake up with?
Looking for a little bit of hope these days?
We are, we are”

See what I’m talking about. How can you not relate to those words? I mean I wish everyone was aware of how much this band put into their projects. And sometime last month they dropped similar work they did with FRENSHIP. And least I forget about Dooms Day.

My favorite girl band are back with Number One Fan. MUNA have been silent since their last album, About You in 2017. I mean every single from that album was worth every listen. I have lost count the number of times I have to listen to it. I remember on the 31st Dec 2017, I was coming back from my visit ‘home’ and I was listening to I Know A Place the whole time (6-hour trip) and it left me with a feeling that everything was going to be just fine. I had gone back to say my last goodbyes since I was erasing that part of my life. And now listening to Number One Fan (which I have been waiting for since Jan) I honestly can’t wait for the upcoming album.

I had to stop writing and watch Joy’s music video. Hilarious.

You know what you should listen to… Diplo’s New Shapes. Octavian has a killer flow in that track.

Lemme go listen to Tim’s latest work.